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June 2nd, 2008Yooooo whats good? I did my photoshoot Saturday, it went really well. They gave me a total makeover, which was awesome. I had a blast. The photographer was such a dork, in a good way
So on Saturday, my mom and I got into it cuz she didn’t like one of the shirts I was gonna wear to the shoot. She was like “Ugh, it shows cleavage”. I’m like no it doesn’t, it’s pulled down cuz I just got off the floor. But normally, I’d be ranting about it, but not today. I’m like seriously high from my shoot. Yall are probably wondering why I’m all excited over takin some pics.
I wanna model. Like do catalog or something. I don’t know, just something. I love being in front of the camera. Even though I don’t find myself all attractive like most girls that model, I still wanna do something. My mom was like “You were too natural up there.” Hehe. Idk, I just love taking pics and being in front of the camera.
My self esteem has gone up a little. Going to Michigan helped it, and recent stuff helped it. No I’m not going into detail. But I just feel a little better. Maybe I’m not as ugly as I think I am..hmm. Oh well. Maybe I’m just too hard on myself. Idk.

I did that cartoon thingy. I was bored, forgive me. But what on earth possesses men to think that a mohawk looks good on them? It don’t look good on nobody!!!!! DUH. Having a strip of hair sticking up in the middle of your head is supposed to be a style?! Yeah right. But yeah, I was bored so there.
People are throwing a going away party for my family and I. So Saturday, I’ll be surrounded by fakes. “Awwww I’m gonna miss you.” when they never said 2 words to me before. Ugh. I should be excited, but what’s exciting about saying goodbye? I’m really not gonna miss anyone here. Let’s be real, I don’t care. At first I only wanted to stay cuz of this dude I like, from password protected blog #1, but I don’t like him anymore. I mean I do, but I’m not as sprung as I was before. He walks by, I just move out the way and continue my business. He says Hi, I just say hey. Nothing special. I have moved on, and it is all about somebody else. *from password protected blog #2*
I’m so complex. But you still love me <333 hehe.
This is the bedroom set I want, just the bedding and curtains, etc. I think it's cute.